In the Wildness, I Found That "We Are Inextricable": A Disabled Israel Educator and Adaptive Athlete's Photographic and Poetic Autoethnographic Embrace of Self

Autor/in	Winstel, Caroline
Titel	In the Wildness, I Found That "We Are Inextricable": A Disabled Israel Educator and Adaptive Athlete's Photographic and Poetic Autoethnographic Embrace of Self
Quelle	(2022), (258 Seiten) PDF als Volltext Verfügbarkeit Ed.D. Dissertation, Northern Kentucky University
Sprache	englisch
Dokumenttyp	gedruckt; online; Monographie
ISBN	979-8-4387-3018-7
Schlagwörter	Hochschulschrift; Dissertation; Foreign Countries; College Athletics; Athletes; College Faculty; Photography; Poetry; Physical Disabilities; Jews; Recreational Activities; Identification (Psychology); Personality Traits; Natural Resources; Trauma; Individual Development; Israel + Suchen Sie Ihr Suchwort? Thesis; Dissertations; Academic thesis; Ausland; College athletes; Collegesport; Hochschulsport; Athlet; Fakultät; Fotografie; Lyrik; Poesie; Physical handicap; Körperbehinderung; Jew; Jude; Jüdin; Juden; Freizeitgestaltung; Individual characteristics; Personality characteristic; Persönlichkeitsmerkmal; Natural Ressource; Natürliche Ressource; Individuelle Entwicklung
Abstract	This autoethnographic exploration of my journey from college athlete to an adaptive athlete and an Israel educator. The emergent self-study leverages photographic and poetic inquiry to explore feelings surrounding my relationship to my acquired physical disability and my relationship with my Jewishness and Israel. My story connects the seemingly unrelated fields of Israel education, adaptive rock climbing, and disability. As I sought to break down the walls between my identities in search of authenticity of self, I uncovered a maladaptive connection to perfectionism. To disrupt this connection, I discovered a space for identity (re)negotiation and growth in my embrace of the wildness. Wildness offers room for processing and meaning-making in self-exploration (Chapman, 2004). The vulnerable analysis of my photographs and poetry identified links to self-compassion and an acceptance of imperfections (Neff, 2010, 2011) as well as my own post-traumatic growth (Day & Wadey, 2016). [The dissertation citations contained here are published with the permission of ProQuest LLC. Further reproduction is prohibited without permission. Copies of dissertations may be obtained by Telephone (800) 1-800-521-0600. Web page: http://www.proquest.com/en-US/products/dissertations/individuals.shtml.] (As Provided).
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Update	2022/4/11